Thoughts that float around my brain ...

This treatment hasn't seemed to linger so long.

I wake at least twice a night for potty breaks.

I forgot to pray about my organs.

Need to ask God to protect them from all this mess.

I am forgetting too many things.

I am pretty hairless ...

I forgot to pray about my eyebrows!

Now instead I worry about how I will deal with my hair growing back,

instead of how I will deal with losing it.

I still have some hair but always wear a hat outside of my house.

Considering I've been doing treatments for 6 weeks, its amazing that I do have hair left.

Thank you Lord for that -- I have a tiny bun that works great with the hats/scarves.

My husband has been taking a lot of my slack ... and doing lots of dishes.

I have noticed that my house is suffering. (sigh)

I'm tired of mail -- specifically doctor bills.

I want GOOD news at my next appointment ...

I need to question everything. EVERYTHING.

I told the docs I couldn't do the Neulasta shots.

TOO MUCH MONEY.

I am now taking shots at home -- my hub gives them to me.

I have enough for 3 treatments -- the last three A/C

$35.00

Can you believe that? Why didn't they offer me that in the beginning ???

I did labs yesterday after my 3 shots and they were great!!

God is good.

Just wanted to thank God for my healing ... He is my Healer!!

Amen!